Him

There he was my dream boy. My eyes latching onto him within a deep stare, I can't keep my eyes off of him. Through day n night he's all I'd think about. I was traumatizing myself in my own body, I just couldn't stop thinking about him. I've never even meet him before. At night as I lay I imagine "us" being a whole. Everyday I would see him I could feel my heart beating faster, my blood pumping through my veins faster, and slowly as he walk by my cheeks turn a cherry blossom color... I was to insecure. I knew I wouldn't be good enough for him. I knew at that point I was just getting my hopes up. Thats when it hit me.. I'd spend all my time just fantasizing about this boy that I'd never met but I was just so deeply in love with the thought of him. All this just from a glance of HIM.